Ariel

I’ve made up my mind that I’m taking my time, to decide what I want to be feeling
I, know everything’s about me tonight, know that you won’t be sleeping tonight
Know that it’s hard, believing, tomorrow I will open my eyes, to empty sheets beside me

I’ve given up crying, it’s way too hard trying to find what is right to be feeling
And I, wonder why you’d be taken from me, wonder why I would rather be free
And wonder if you are driving around in circles, thinking of nothing, like me

It’s a joke to think I’d swallow everything I ever felt for you, your guarantee, that I don’t love you like you love me
You say I used to make you smile, that I’m different, and it’s been awhile, but maybe, maybe you don’t even know me

I’m better alone ’cause you made me your own, and you told me how I should be feeling
And I, know that it feels like I’m hurting more, know that the ways you’ve hurt me before
Ah nothing compared to being without you, wondering what you’d be doing, right now

It’s a joke to think I’d swallow everything I ever felt for you, your guarantee, that I don’t love you like you love me
You say I used to make you smile, that I’m different, and it’s been awhile, but maybe, maybe you don’t even know me

It aches that I’m here, and it’s hard that I fear you, but want to feel nothing but your arms.

Written by Lily.